❝ Sometimes I care and sometimes I don’t ❞

I miss your lips….but that’s a secret I’m not allowed to admit. Especially to myself

❝ You get a strange feeling when you’re about to leave a place, like you’ll not only miss the people you love but you’ll miss the person you are now at this time and place because you’ll never be this way ever again. ❞
What I Need

I need to stop listening to Yo-Yo Ma because it hurts my heart to hear.

I need to stop blaming myself for what has happened in the past few months.

I need to stop waiting around for something that does not exist.

I need to stop holding in how I feel.

I need to stop focusing on the past.

I need to start looking at the amazing path in front of me.

I need to start allowing myself to genuinely feel my emotions, so that way I can overcome them and learn from what I am feeling.

I need to start focusing on me. And when something amazing is going to happen it will because it’s supposed to.

I need to start creating new experiences for myself in the months ahead

I need to continue listening to Yo-Yo Ma because it is the most beautiful, although heart-wrenching music I have ever heard.

We found love in a hopeless place.

It’s like you’re screaming and no one can hear, you almost feel ashamed that someone can be that important but, without them you feel like nothing. No one will ever understand how much it hurts. You feel hopeless, like nothing can save you. And when it’s over and it’s gone, you almost wish you could have all that bad stuff back so that you could have the good.